tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59073452011-04-21T14:13:27.894-07:00Speak ~ please, please... don't give the undead pancakes....Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comBlogger981100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1096982699677418982004-10-05T06:18:00.000-07:002004-10-05T06:24:59.676-07:00Whoa, it's a blog post. And no, nothing horrible has happened. Just felt the need to post on my blog. Maybe it's that I'm at school and can actauly read my blog here. Yes, I think that's it.
But what I wanted to say is:
I have you ever taken the time to really think about shoes. It sounds silly, and I'm not talking about the different types of shoes, I mean shoes in general. I think that Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1093514300625192292004-08-26T02:53:00.000-07:002004-08-26T02:58:20.626-07:00So. Right away you must know that something is wrong. Why? Because I never post on my blog anymore. Well, I am now. And would you all like to know why? I am avoiding going to bed. Why? For two very simple reasons:
1. My bed is covered with dog hair, so I'm going to have to clean a bunch.... of sleep in a pile of blankets on the floor.
2. I am going to have a depressing sleep, the Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1091513203756714022004-08-02T22:58:00.000-07:002004-08-02T23:06:43.756-07:00I've been feeling kinda shitty all day. I've been feeling a post coming on, I just avoid it... the LJ is taking control of me. Oh god.
Anyway, I've been feeling really sad. Like a deer in the deadlights kind of. I feel really trapped, like... It's two things at once, I feel that whatever move I make with fuck me over and like I'm being totally ignored. Really alone, like no one cares, theyEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1090567142802904062004-07-23T00:17:00.000-07:002004-07-23T00:19:02.803-07:00HAHAHAHA. I cannot believe that this is real. HAHAHAHA.
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/5456307/
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1089790051659382932004-07-14T00:22:00.000-07:002004-07-14T00:27:31.660-07:00I worked box today, so I played a lot of cards with Sarah. And she won every game. Last time I worked Karen won every game. I REALLY wanted to win one game of cards. So when I got home I played to games of Speed with my dad. The second time I won. I was so -effing- happy. Then I looked at the clock. It was 12:10.
Anger.
I also, I have just learned that we are going to be getting rid ofEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1089587855190868332004-07-11T16:10:00.000-07:002004-07-11T16:17:35.190-07:00Which Horrible Affliction are you?A Rum and Monkey disease.
I knew it, I fucking knew it!!! I LOVE syphilis!!! YAY!!! It's like it's destiny!
Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
Oh hell yes!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1089587149797328512004-07-11T16:05:00.000-07:002004-07-11T16:05:49.796-07:00What Kind of Drunk Are You?Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
hahahaha.. shut up. ;)Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1089529362299318852004-07-11T00:01:00.000-07:002004-07-11T00:02:42.300-07:00I had something to write here... really.
Fuck it. I am well on my way to being a pirate. Yar.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1089008987528388202004-07-04T23:28:00.000-07:002004-07-04T23:29:47.530-07:00I like the sound of this sentance: I'm jamming to the places you've come to fear the most.
For those of you that know Dashboard Confessional it loses it's awesome sounding ness.
In other news: Feingold totally gives me a political orgasm. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1088286101672125652004-06-26T14:36:00.000-07:002004-06-26T14:41:41.673-07:00I have been feeling very political lately. First of all I strongly urge everyone to fork over 7.50 and go see Fahrenheit 9/11. Even if you know everything already it's an amazing film. Secondly, I would encourge any of you that are of voting age to get out there and vote for Russ Feingold. The man is a genius.
"We must ensure that in our pursuit of justice we do not compromise the very Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1087787991964088592004-06-20T20:18:00.001-07:002004-06-20T20:19:51.963-07:00Yo! It has been for fuckin' ever I know. But I haven't had any time and I've been busy. And I am so out of it right now.
My summer has been awesome.
Hope the same for you too,.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1084241531216593372004-05-10T19:11:00.000-07:002004-05-10T19:12:11.216-07:00oh, and this site is awesome, but only Ellie will rally get it.... HAHAHA!
www.szaf.de/emoti/Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1084241429185664502004-05-10T19:06:00.000-07:002004-05-10T19:10:29.186-07:00I have a cold, I do not want to go to school tomorrow, but I am so far behind. Damn. I am not complianing, I am simply stateing a fact. I also cannot spell worth a damn today, so sorry. But all in all I had a wonderful day. But however not much going on in this life.... assumeing that I have another... how odd. I think I should sleep.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1083779301596657632004-05-05T10:46:00.000-07:002004-05-05T10:52:46.653-07:00I am having a shitty week, and I'm not even having that much go wrong. Just the little shit seems to big and I'm so ready to give up. It's just all to much for me. Well, Chanhassen this weekend, that should be a laugh. And then there might be that other thing, but I'm not going to say anything until I know for sure. But I really really hope that it works out. Wow, is it Mother's Day this Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1083642190880275202004-05-03T20:39:00.000-07:002004-05-03T20:47:14.810-07:00Oh my goodness. I feel that the world is so against me. Lots of things have happened but it seems as tho the only things I can remember are the bad things. I just feel like shit. I want to die.
I love you M.
Everything you said, I couldn't say it better. Your like the most wonderful things in the world, like a hot shower, or getting something you really wanted. You are happiness.
And Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1083203990800574292004-04-28T18:59:00.000-07:002004-04-28T19:04:06.543-07:00
Which Empire Records character would YOU be? Hmmm?
This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off.
Now, I don't know about that.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1082652255598416602004-04-22T09:40:00.000-07:002004-04-22T09:48:22.763-07:00It's lunch time and Cecilia is gone, thus I have no one to eat with. Not that I have any money to eat with either. I haven't gotten any better. I think that I'm just sad for no reason, but I'm not sad. And nto quiet apathetic. Just passive. I'm getting kind of worried. Cause I don't care about much of anything anymore. Yesterday was the Day of Silence. And people were getting all upset Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1082505346355618232004-04-20T16:52:00.000-07:002004-04-20T16:59:51.843-07:00I feel bad. Not that that comes as any shock to anyone that knows me. I feel bad for two reasons:
1. Boys
2. That I care about boys.
I'm all flustery over these two people and I know that, at least for now I have no chance in hell with them. But that really doesn't help cause I like them just the same. And it's not that I can't wait or anything, cause I would. It's just that... well, IEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1082138073511969592004-04-16T10:49:00.000-07:002004-04-16T10:58:32.326-07:00In study hall, the banqet is tonight. And honestly, I really don't want to go. I'm not having a very good week, and somehow I think staying up late will make it any better. And I am going to go to the after party at Siarra's. But I want to do that even less. Nothing makes me more depressed then forensics. Which is weird, cause at the begining of the year I loved it. Go figure.
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1081878855203441192004-04-13T10:54:00.000-07:002004-04-13T10:58:10.700-07:00align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' fairy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1081830896046392342004-04-12T21:30:00.000-07:002004-04-12T21:38:50.263-07:00I thought that I have been in love before, but I think that I had it all wrong. I was pained because I couldn't wait. But now I think it's different. I am by no means 'in love', but I'm so much closer. It's no longer an anxious ache. But a friendship and someone I will wait forever for. The only thing I fear is losing them. And it makes me sad when they are sad and when I am around them, IEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1081730603994560582004-04-11T17:42:00.000-07:002004-04-11T17:47:16.513-07:00Just a quick post here, so, a lot has gone on, and I'm not able to say all of it now, but I can say that Blood and Chocolate is a v. good book, that is if you are into fantasy. And so is Girl with the Pearl Earring, so read it goddamn it!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1081308076674425702004-04-06T20:17:00.000-07:002004-04-06T20:25:02.780-07:00So I haven't posted for a long while, somethings have happened but not much. I got a 23 at state and everyone is like, Yay! And I'm like, who gives a shit? It's not so much apathy as just a general bad mood. I've been haveing lots of thoughts... sometimes so many that I can't even managed to get them out. Mostly about guys, I feel so repressed. All of the boys that are in High School only Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1080531102103281932004-03-28T19:25:00.000-08:002004-03-28T19:35:15.810-08:00My goodness. I want to molest Guster in every sense of the word. I have met them. I met guster, my life is now complete. I can die happy. However as I may be going to another of their concerts I think I'll stay alive for the time being. Oh and also anyone that has a SERIOUS interest in being in a band should contact me. My email is eomers_miraclya@hotmail.com yea, I play bass so I need Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1079825782503268972004-03-20T15:35:00.000-08:002004-03-20T15:39:44.983-08:00Okay okay.
GUSTER THIS FRIDAY!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1079571984724416552004-03-17T17:03:00.000-08:002004-03-17T17:09:43.450-08:00Before I get to what I want to say, something has to be said about this issue. It just can't go ignored any longer:
We can get to Mossuri on the back roads cause we have the girl from the future....
what was the rest?
In other news, my cat is being REALLY cute. He put his head under my chin and went to sleep.... CUTE!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1079469639471403442004-03-16T12:35:00.000-08:002004-03-16T12:43:56.246-08:00I'm a little down. Ok, so I'm a lot down. This past week has been shit. Just SHIT. And nothing seems to make it better. I bought Requiem for a Dream. Everyone told me that it was really really sad. I'd never seen it, but I wanted to watch something that didn't have a happy ending. I was very pleased with it. I don't like movies that have happy endings, you don't get endings like that in Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-107903271222408782004-03-11T11:18:00.000-08:002004-03-11T11:21:42.233-08:00Gambit died.
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1079015299254570952004-03-11T06:26:00.000-08:002004-03-11T06:31:28.856-08:00Hoorah!
I have strep right before the New London meet, my dog has Lime or something that might need a 300$ operation, and my other dog might be dead, that or he also cost us a lot of money. Yay. Oh and we had to spend 100$ on my cat.... and now I'm getting a puppy. We have a little stress in the family. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1078969243831064062004-03-10T17:37:00.000-08:002004-03-10T17:43:52.686-08:00Just another reason why Forensics ROCKS:
"I like dolphins, cause they are really smooth and because they are really good swimmers, but some people can't swim. There was one boy that was drowning but the dolphin couldn't save him cause he bite him in the butt. Thank you."
That was Pa Houa's Impramptu (sp?) speech on her favourite sea creature.
yay.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1078894681370092612004-03-09T20:57:00.000-08:002004-03-09T21:01:08.653-08:00They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew
And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway
Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
Cause she's got nowhere to go
And she wonders Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1078813468842407962004-03-08T22:23:00.000-08:002004-03-08T22:27:35.296-08:00Poo, I am tired. My mum and I got in a huge fight and my sister came to pick me up. I have to go. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1078680043135294482004-03-07T09:15:00.000-08:002004-03-07T09:23:47.513-08:00So sorry I have not posted. I have been, well, not posting. I am making a mix tape. It is going to be the best mix tape ever. It will be the mix tape to end all mix tapes... tho we can't have that. Oh hey, visit this: http://politigals.blogspot.com
Do it be-ach.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1077744132354585022004-02-25T13:13:00.000-08:002004-02-25T13:25:01.903-08:00Ok, so that first list is not as long as it should be that's only the top seven and they're not even complete. Would you like to know the rest....
8. Dustin, cause he's fucking funny.
9. Boys love her.
10. Sarah, Sarah, and Sarah. Because they are beautiful and don't know it, they don't need to.
11. Issa cause she doesn't try. And doesn't need too.
12. Cecilia, because everything Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1077436372722095802004-02-21T23:42:00.000-08:002004-02-21T23:55:36.890-08:00I'm so sick of so many things about me, and I'm so jealous of so many things. Would you like a list, here's my list:
Jealous of, and why:
1. Evan, because he is so amazingly cool. Even when he's sucking a lot.
2. Siarra, even if I can never spell her name, she has the most beautiful way with words and more ability to get where she wants to go then anyone I've ever met.
3. Monica Looze, Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1076986873673470842004-02-16T18:58:00.000-08:002004-02-16T19:03:51.403-08:00"One day men will look back and say I gave birth to the twentith century,"
~Jack The Ripper Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1076903444868437602004-02-15T19:48:00.000-08:002004-02-15T19:53:20.590-08:00I love Guster. I love Revay. She has so many inprefections. But that's what I adore. She's real. Unlike so many people. Sometimes I feel like giving up. I think that I try so hard. Maybe I don't. But I don't know how to act anymore. I think sometimes that people are to hard. I want to just act like me. Without regret. Is that bad? Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1076768734392834252004-02-14T06:22:00.000-08:002004-02-14T06:28:08.403-08:00I'd like to say three things, well, maybe more...
1. Friday was the first time I skipped school. What a rush.
2. VOTE DEAN!
3. I am going to a Guster AND John Mayer concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1076387351847091012004-02-09T20:26:00.000-08:002004-02-09T20:31:39.686-08:00So here is my deep thought:
I was riding home from Forensics and I was thinking about how I don't like my head phones cause they're not right. But then I was like, 'they're kinda like me...'. Because on looks fine but underneath it's covered with glues, so not all the sound get out, but it looks good. The other side says what it means but it's raw and ugly. And I thought that is a lot like Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1076000907661137632004-02-05T09:08:00.000-08:002004-02-05T09:10:49.543-08:00Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You arean angelic spirit who has fallen from grace forone reason or another - possibly, you made onetragic mistake that cost you everything. Ormaybe you were blamed for a crime you didn'tcommit. In any case, you are faithless andjoyless. You find no happiness, love, oracceptance in your love or in yourself. Mostdays are a burden and you wonder when thehurting Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1075871274895838322004-02-03T21:07:00.000-08:002004-02-03T21:10:14.700-08:00Your soulmate is Murphy! Not only is headorably cute, but he's also adorably sweet!^_^He's outgoing and funloving! You are a LUCKYone!^_^
Who is your Boondock Saint soulmate!? (Ladies only) brought to you by Quizilla
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1075685491984955992004-02-01T17:16:00.000-08:002004-02-01T17:33:48.513-08:00I don't know what to say - or if I'm allowed to say it. I think I finally get how I made ross feel. I just, I was feeling down... and then I get told off for being down. I don't think your one to judge. I don't know what to say. I feel totally... off. Like, I just don't know. I feel like I cannot say anything without getting yelled at. Sorry. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1075436104588425082004-01-29T20:11:00.000-08:002004-01-29T20:17:17.373-08:00I'm not sure how to start this post, well... mostly thanks. That is to Sam... I may never say another good thing about him, but I want this to be known. He may have saved my life today. I was down really bad, more then normal... all I needed was for one person to notice, notice and do something. I think if he hadn't have persisted and made sure I was alright, well... I'm not sure what I Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1075167088291760482004-01-26T17:25:00.000-08:002004-01-26T17:33:36.593-08:00So, I went to Winter Carnival at North. It was freakin fun! Everyone... well, even if they haven't changed it's freaky weird to see them.... wow. Some people got.. er.. hot. Anyhow, I do have to go eat... or something like that. SAFE SEX, SAFE BONDAGE!! condoms for EVERYONE!!
Ross: "Do you have any Kiwi falvored ones?!"Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1074925708217062322004-01-23T22:01:00.000-08:002004-01-23T22:30:32.716-08:00So, yea. I'm feeling better I think. Tomorrow is Winter Carnival at North, not sure how I'm feeling about that... weird. To be going to a dance. It's been so long since I wore a dress anywhere. ARG. Yay for GLASS. Yay for Ashley Webber.
Out. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1074662273997941892004-01-20T21:11:00.000-08:002004-01-20T21:19:54.496-08:00I'm feeling mixed emotions, on one hand I feel that personality should be the most important thing abotu someone, and I feel good about that cause most people (or so that say) think I'm pretty cool. But then there's this other side, and where I feel that looks are the only thing, and I feel like shit when I think that cause I feel so judged on how I look. Even tho everyone tells you that it's Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1074315166346810682004-01-16T20:51:00.000-08:002004-01-16T20:54:40.780-08:00So, I am going to Winter Carnival. But to North. With Revay. Represent!
I love that girl, we have the best times. The only thing, I think if I go to one I'll be forced to go to the other one...
whatever....
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1074230220687802682004-01-15T21:13:00.000-08:002004-01-15T21:18:54.310-08:00I haven't written in forever, yes forever. I have nothing to say, most of the things in my life are going well. Except for grades, which are a huge thing. Which puts my in a general bad mood. I feel kinda tired. Not like sleepy like weak, I hate not being able to act how I feel. River dancin. So much I want to say but there are no words. If I had one wish, methinks it would be for one Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1073066032478180922004-01-02T09:51:00.000-08:002004-01-02T09:54:11.073-08:00I'm feeling a bit off today, but methinks that I won't let is get to me... I wanna go see a movie, but then again I often want to go see a movie... hmmm... Boondock Saints... I watched that twice in a row last night. Good movie, thanks beker. Anyhow that's all we have time for kiddies!
Your shepards we will be, for thee my lord for thee, power hath desended from thy right hand, that our feet Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1072639386167223892003-12-28T11:20:00.000-08:002003-12-28T11:23:23.193-08:00So, I broke up with CJ and I'm so happy! I had this coming for a long time and I felt bad cause I didn't want to do it, but yay. It's done I'm free, the tank is clean! THE TANK IS CLEAN! HEHE! I'm going to go watch Finding Nemo. Savvy? and then Pirates! I LOVE PIRATES!!! Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1072469464675055222003-12-26T12:09:00.000-08:002003-12-26T12:11:21.256-08:00Cj thinks he knows more about gaming then me... he doesn't know more then me. It's so annoying when people don't reileze that your better then them.... Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1072244214354868012003-12-23T21:25:00.000-08:002003-12-23T21:37:10.080-08:00It was so scary... I was afraid for my life this morning. ::fades to this morning:: It was about 2 am and I had crawled into bed. I lay my head down to sleep and this stink bug flys out of now where and is like, flying all over like a crazy man! So I scream like a girl and huddle in the corner with my dog. And I wait until it stops and grap a video tape and smash it and it falls past the Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1072149732527068622003-12-22T18:45:00.000-08:002003-12-22T19:22:28.116-08:00My blog isn't working... or make that my computer isn't working, it took me about ten minutes to get that. And no, that isn't exagerating. I hate this computer! Ah well... I just got back from my Oma's, and I'm already a tad miffed. I really wish that Ross was still on the notebook and I never talk to him now. Which I think was his intenion all along. That kid is pissing me off and it's notEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071781567724578752003-12-18T13:04:00.000-08:002003-12-18T13:06:22.343-08:00I'm totally confused. But I can't talk about it on here. I really need someone to talk to.Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071689213480019002003-12-17T11:26:00.000-08:002003-12-17T11:27:07.510-08:00Arg. I have the flu. I don't get to see ROTK. ::tear::
WHY GOD WHY!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071374917708384732003-12-13T19:58:00.000-08:002003-12-13T20:15:19.980-08:00A couple cool things, sorry so long!
What kind of monster are you? by EvilFrankUsernameMonsterHorrific Shit DemonCreated ByJapanese Pop CultureDwellingDark ForestsTotal Victims34Killed ByShotgun Blast to the ChestCreated with quill18's MemeGen!
You Are Spike!The main character in show!You have ahate for one person,Vicious.And you will takeany Risk you have to take.
What Cowboy Bebop Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071372282115427882003-12-13T19:19:00.000-08:002003-12-13T19:24:55.193-08:00In life there are many times,
when nothing will rhyme,
there are days I slip,
when I know I should climb,
breaking the vows I swore,
I'd never break,
a harsh word a white lie,
easy to mistake,
where have you been,
haven't you noticed,
there's no map that exists,
to point us out of thisEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071190977695250412003-12-11T16:57:00.000-08:002003-12-11T17:03:10.530-08:00I feel like the lowest piece of shit, I've been so horrible to everyone I care about. And I don't see how I can do anything about it. I've never really felt like this, so i don't know what to do. If feel so bad, mostly about Ross. I feel like I let him down so badly, i have no idea what to do to make it up to him.... i don't know if he'd let me. I try to help and i get pushed away. i just Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071178889207175562003-12-11T13:41:00.000-08:002003-12-11T13:41:41.653-08:00http://www.dissidentvoice.org/Articles/Hook_Baghdad-Guernica.htmEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071113273771183472003-12-10T19:23:00.000-08:002003-12-10T19:28:06.146-08:00I feel so lost, so much is happening and I don't know how to control it. I feel like I have totally and completly lost hold of anything that I once held so close. I guess that's growing up. I want to be little again. I'm not this strong. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1071023082565308572003-12-09T18:24:00.000-08:002003-12-09T18:24:54.693-08:00Your Heart is Black
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Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070942884377085382003-12-08T20:06:00.000-08:002003-12-08T20:08:16.393-08:00Okay, I'm totally freaking out. Well, not so much. I just feel like shit, and nothing I do makes it better. Everything I do just makes people mad at me... my parents are bitching... more later. maybe. you know, if I'm still alive... whatever. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070942714178511462003-12-08T19:53:00.000-08:002003-12-08T20:05:26.240-08:00A random act of hate poem:
Pathetic little ingrate,
please don't mistake my rage as hate,
I don't hate you,
I just can't stand to be around you,
annoying, trying, being someone that you are not,
it hurts me,
just someone that I don't wanna be,
so understand me,
you, so fake, you you make me wanna be with someone else,
I don't wanna date you,
your sad, but don't be mad,
I hope that we Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070937717131196042003-12-08T18:41:00.000-08:002003-12-08T18:42:08.676-08:00So... this is sad:
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but whileadults might just accept that, I knowsomething's gotta change. And it's gonnachange, just as soon as I become an adult andget some power of my own.
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heh. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070666063804757142003-12-05T15:08:00.000-08:002003-12-05T15:19:45.713-08:00I haven't written in a while, mostly because I have nothing to say... Happy Sankt Nikolaustag. Watch out for Knecht Ruprecht.
Sankt Nikolaus, leg mir ein,
Was dein guter Will' mag sein,
Apfel, Birnen, Nuss und Kern,
Essen die Kleinen Kinder gern. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070258736453697032003-11-30T21:54:00.000-08:002003-11-30T22:05:46.510-08:00"Just one more time she says
As she crawls into her hole
I'm doing fine she says
As the tears fall down alone...."
"Honesty is easy, fiction's where the genius lies."
"You could have even saved her
That means nothing
You could have even been there
It's a lie"
"Is this mood frightening?
And who are you sometimes?
Don’t try and rescue me,
Go save someone else,
I’m far too gone."
I'mEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070254626776424402003-11-30T20:48:00.000-08:002003-11-30T20:57:16.903-08:00If you want to be free take a sip of this tea, join the red oyster cult. If you drink the whole cup, you will never grow up, you will never grow old.
God, it's sunday, Tomorrow I have to go to school. I am so not ready. I want to see my friends and all but... I'm not reasy for all that again. This break was so nice. Although, 14 (school) days until our next break.... that seems like such Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1070087062504176582003-11-28T22:17:00.000-08:002003-11-28T22:24:31.770-08:00Okay, so the last... two? days has been this huge feud between me and Revay and Ross. I think that it's done now tho... I hope so. By the way: Ross (refuring to a while ago) I understand that on your blog you get to say what you want and you get to have your own ideas, but that doesn't mean that I can't have a reaction. You can't expect me to not care. Okay, now that that's done... so I'm Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069886471025083262003-11-26T14:40:00.000-08:002003-11-26T14:41:19.586-08:00Okay, so I had a really long post, but blogger has deicded that it hates me sooo... nevermind. Yea, not a lot new in my life. that's all... sorry to disapoint. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069806893184163372003-11-25T16:34:00.000-08:002003-11-25T16:35:01.416-08:00Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069806879508931232003-11-25T16:28:00.000-08:002003-11-25T16:34:47.746-08:00So I was thinking today, random crap and the like. And I was thinking about
9-11, I'm not sure why... but yea. And you know, the day that it happened everyone was like WAR WAR WAR! And the thing that I was the most worried about was Kevin... which, I don't know seems odd. I guess looking back it makes a little bit of sense. I onlt have one sibling and she's a girl.. dur... and.. i don't Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069550730276358642003-11-22T17:15:00.000-08:002003-11-22T17:25:37.820-08:00Ross ~ Yeah, that makes sense. And I've thought that, and I believe that it does make a lot of sense.
Bekah ~ I know, and I'm not even sure if that what it is. Something like that, it occurs to me that it might be more so the fact that someone would get to know me. And really figure out who I am. Maybe that's because no matter what I say, or how I act I really have no idea who I am. At Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069456614193061352003-11-21T15:07:00.000-08:002003-11-21T15:17:01.573-08:00Okay, so I feel like shit... for two reasons. 1) I took two caffine pills, 4 asprin, and an Excedrin. And also didn't eat all day. I think that I'm going to barf. 2) I'm going to a movie with CJ on sunday and I am totally freaking out. I'm having all these crazy thoughts and getting really weird. I really like him, but everything is telling me to break up with him, and I know why, this Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069293374546146722003-11-19T17:44:00.000-08:002003-11-19T17:56:20.866-08:00Best soundtrack ever: Braveheart
Other then that.... not a lot been happening, a little depressed. I'm going out with Cj Lyons now.. he's a great guy, and I repect Gunnar even more he;s been really great, I'm gald things happened how they did. Now, none of that was really depressing but today I saw CJ (maddon) and I thought that I was all over that but jesus christ... it made me feel like Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069169196766362372003-11-18T07:25:00.000-08:002003-11-18T07:26:43.173-08:00In English, we had to do some internet thing, looking up stuff about authors... it was fun. I got done first. I feel so special... it would be really cool if I could spell tho. Anyhow, seeing as I don't think that I should be on here... yea, I'll go. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069109632238449052003-11-17T14:53:00.000-08:002003-11-17T14:53:58.110-08:00Gay Bear
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Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069095994801698582003-11-17T11:06:00.000-08:002003-11-17T11:06:41.266-08:00At school and have nothing to say. Wow. What an entertaining life I do lead. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1069042134246691262003-11-16T19:56:00.000-08:002003-11-16T20:09:00.520-08:00Okay, so I just got back from Godstock. I know, I know. But trust me it was great. The was no blindly flinging your faith in others faces and readings from the bible every hour. It was really really fun, and I had a really great time, it was singing and playing games, and staying up until 5:30 doing each others make-up and piercing ears.. (ow...) And meeting people that are super cool, or Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068686758182156332003-11-12T17:23:00.000-08:002003-11-12T17:26:03.300-08:00Sorry about all of those but I've been really bored of late. And the worst thing is there's more to come. And if i didn't post this eariler, Gunnar and i broke up. It's all good! Anyhow, I've really been thinking about someone else... hehe, you'll never guess. All for now.. maybe some Cowboy Bebop.. or more talking to CJ...Lyons that is not Madden... gr...Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068686412715576082003-11-12T17:15:00.000-08:002003-11-12T17:20:17.883-08:00
You could feed a 3rd world child for a year with the cost of those pants, ya know.
What pisses you off?
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Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068677176613386692003-11-12T14:45:00.000-08:002003-11-12T14:46:21.330-08:00YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!
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Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068597016227032482003-11-11T16:29:00.000-08:002003-11-11T16:30:21.043-08:00-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Whichmeans you're rare or that you cheated :P You'rethe kind of chick that can hang out with yourboyfriend's friends and be silly. You don'tcare about presents or about going to fancyplaced. Hell, just hang out. You're just happybeing around your boyfriend.
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Hell yeah!
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068595926768113712003-11-11T16:10:00.000-08:002003-11-11T16:12:11.760-08:00So, i have just one thing to say: ROSS IS A HUGE DICK HEAD. NEVER HAS ONE PERSON MADE ME WANT TO KILL THEM MORE... EXCEPT MAYBE FOR BUSH....OKAY ANY PERSON I KNOW. done with caps for a while.. anyhow... that's it, gives you some idea of how much he pisses me off, an entire posts worth...Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068522920361205712003-11-10T19:55:00.000-08:002003-11-10T19:55:24.506-08:00You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.
"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous fromthe sinful. He tore his eyes from his socketsand used them to peer into the souls of thoseon trial to make a judgement. He knew thatwith endless knowledge came endlessresponsibility."
Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068518195800343062003-11-10T18:34:00.000-08:002003-11-10T18:36:40.333-08:00I really don't have anything to say, Bekah is at a KISS/Aerosmith koncert, and boy do I feel left out.... I'll try to hold back the tears. *sniff sniff* Um... my life is so uneventful... i'll go read other people's blogs. SUGGESTIONS FOR ENTRIES IN MY BLOG WANTED! Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068437863816845272003-11-09T20:16:00.000-08:002003-11-09T20:17:48.220-08:00So, yea... i scared my boyfriend today.. i seem to have that effect on people... weird... we're good now tho.. thanks to the AR-15... heheEnidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068408596244157832003-11-09T12:09:00.000-08:002003-11-09T12:10:00.720-08:00Okay, i must have been really upset cause when i sayed Christmas...i meant the weekend.... weird...
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068248669971875672003-11-07T15:42:00.000-08:002003-11-07T15:44:33.486-08:00Okay, i am totally upset, all week i had planned to see Matirx Revolutions with Gunnar, and tonight his mom flipped out and told him he had to go to his grandma's for christmas.... i'm really sad now... and i need major cheering up... no one here tho... suck.
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068093995254711222003-11-05T20:30:00.000-08:002003-11-05T20:46:38.280-08:00So i think that i might have a few more minutes to post, still posting on the same things tho. Except for the fact that my cd burner isn't working the E: drive will not open. bitch. Other then that I would like to express my sincere disgust with our government, for some reason that completely escapes me these old men in suits feel that they can tell me how I should live and what I should do Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1068089516970575152003-11-05T19:24:00.000-08:002003-11-05T19:32:00.180-08:00Hey all, I would like to state i am not writing cause ross told me to have actualy have news!! First the shitty bit!
“For years, a terrible form of violence has been directed against children who are inches from birth while the law looked the other way,” Bush said. “... The right to life cannot be granted or denied by government, because it does not come from government. It comes from the Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1067673431510231622003-10-31T23:50:00.000-08:002003-10-31T23:57:13.133-08:00Ross as an answer to your question I will let your words speak for me:
"I'm not allowd to tell glyn when i'm felling like shit becuse i'm a "self centered prick". So, I am going to complain here. She said that i dont' care when other people feel like shit wich is a tottal load of fucking bull shit. she seems to be in to bull shit. when ever i get pissed off at her for shit, she is always like "Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1067572302097638172003-10-30T19:45:00.000-08:002003-10-30T19:51:43.440-08:00I'm so fucked up, everything makes me want to cry or yell or feel even worse... and i was doing so good. I'm sorry to all of my friends that may read this, the ones that i see daily, if i yell at you know that it's nothing about you, it's me. I feel like shit and everything i normally don't care about is ten times worse. I fear that this time is worse, please know no matter how horrible i am, Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1066412761451423592003-10-17T10:45:00.000-07:002003-10-17T10:46:01.116-07:00Umm... oh yea, guess what yo!? I have me very own big brother, oh happy day...Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1066068235532295622003-10-13T11:03:00.000-07:002003-10-13T11:03:55.626-07:00I (still) love mary with a firey passion and i want to have all of her babies, and be with her forever and ever!!!! I LOVE YOU MARY!!!Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1066011090834366152003-10-12T19:09:00.000-07:002003-10-12T19:11:30.876-07:00I just got back from Icaghowan, wow, it was uber fun. A lot. And I would totally write about the foofing but i know that at least one person that is a convirgin is going to be reading this so damn, you won't ever know. Anyhow, i am beyond tired and i have no thinking capicity left and am not sure how i'm typing this right now.... sleep... and make up.... dead baby buckets...
Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1065655237316528832003-10-08T16:16:00.000-07:002003-10-08T16:20:37.240-07:00So, it was a half day today, then we get the rest of the week off. That's always good. Oh, and my birthday is the 12th, which is (for the date challanged) this sunday. I will, however, be just getting back from Icagowan, sorry if I spelled that wrong Ross. For some reason this year my birthday doesn't seem like a big deal. I should think mostly because I will be having my party on the 18th, Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1065500322482936012003-10-06T21:13:00.000-07:002003-10-06T21:18:42.460-07:00I am currently suffering from uber tiredness, so i'll make this short. This is a blog, namely my blog. Everyone should read this. Also, for the people that post in the thing over there --> I am Rug. As I really hoped you might have guessed from the fact that the address for my blog is ruggirl. By the way, that is supossed to be a play on words in three ways, 1) Rugger, like in Rugby, cause Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5907345.post-1065486158222241442003-10-06T17:22:00.000-07:002003-10-06T17:22:38.123-07:00blah blah blah. Enidhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12293927293900038942noreply@blogger.com